I would like to greet you a Merry Christmas. I know I did not send you anything and I did that on purpose because I figured that you wouldn’t really appreciate it. I’ve been trying to make myself not visible to you so I wouldn’t cause you any disappointment since I think you really hate it whenever I make a move to talk and reconnect with you. Um. I miss you. And I still love you. I wish I have the guts to tell you that personally…but then you would probably just get irritated or something like that if I try to interfere with your life now… Anyway, I hope you’re doing fine. And as always, I wish you all the best. x